THE OTHER DAY!!!

THE OTHER DAY ZAK AND I WENT TO THE POST OFFICE TO MAIL MELISSA AND HER MOM A VALENTINE TREAT, AND PICTURES, USUALLY I HAVE EVERYTHING READY, BUT THIS TIME I NEEDED TO GET A PACKAGE TO PUT THEM IN, SO ZAK WAS IN LOVE WITH WATCHING THE DOORS OPEN AND CLOSE, HE WAS STANDING THERE WHILE I WAS GETTING EVERYTHING READY, I KEEP WATCHING HIM THEN IT GOT REALLY BUSY I COULD NOT SEE HIM ANYMORE SO I WENT TO PICK HIM UP AND HE DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE OF COURSE HE WAS HAVING TO MUCH FUN PLAYING, SO HE STARTED CRYING HE WAS HAVING ONE OF THOSE "2" YEAR OLD MOMENT'S HE THEN HIT HIS HEAD ON A SHELF. AS I WENT TO PICK HIM UP HE WAS CRYING SO HARD, THAT HE STARTED THROWING UP, OF COURSE EVERYONE IS LOOKING AT ME I WAS NEXT IN LINE AND I COULD NOT JUST RUN OUT THE DOOR PLEASE I HAD THERE PACKAGES, AND I WROTE ON THEM, THIS REALLY NICE GUY COMES UP AND SAY SOME ONE WENT TO GET YOU SOME PAPER TOWELS, I SAID THANKS THE GUY THAT WAS HELPING ME NOT A FRIENDLY PERSON,I KNOW HE DIDN'T WANT TO HELP ME, AT THAT MOMENT I WANTED TO CRAWL INTO A HOLE, BUT I LAUGH AT IT NOW, EVEN THOUGH SOME DAYS BEING A MOM IS CRAZY I LOVE IT, I HAD TO WRITE THIS ONE DOWN SINCE I HOPE TO MAKE MY BLOG INTO A BOOK, THE CUTE THING ABOUT IT WHEN I GOT INTO THE CAR ZAK SAY'S MOMMY I' M SORRY, I SAID IT'S OK, HE HAD HIS CUTE CHESSE BURGER SMILE AS WE CALL IT...

MY LITTLE VALENTINE

I LOVE VALENTINE'S, I OF COURSE LOVE ALL THE RED, THAT IS SINCE RED IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE COLORS, I WENT TO WHEELER FARM AND TOOK SOME PICTURE'S OF ZAK, IT WAS COLD SO IN SOME OF THE PICTURE HE LOOKS COLD SORRY LITTLE GUY, HE HAS A CRAZY MOM, LOVE MY LITTLE MAN

VALENTINE FOR MELISSA

MY LITTLE COWBOY

ZAK LOVE'S WATCHING BULL RIDING WITH JOSH, LAST NIGHT JOSH AND HIM WERE CHEERING FOR SOME OF THERE FAVORITE BULL RIDER'S, I JUST HOPE HE NEVER WANTS TO BE A BULL RIDER, WE ARE ALL EXCITED TO GO TO THE RODEO'S THIS SUMMER!!

MOMMY I'M SORRY

THE OTHER NIGHT I WAS PUTTING ZAK TO BED, I LOVE THAT TIME ME AND HIM HAVE TOGETHER, I ALWAYS READ HIM BOOK'S, ALOT OF THE BOOK'S ARE FROM MELISSA (ZAK'S BIRTH MOM- ANGEL), OR MELISSA MOM, THERE IS ONE THAT SHE GAVE US ON THE DAY SHE PLACED ZAK WITH US, IT IS CALLED ON THE NIGHT YOU WHERE BORN, I LOVE IT, IT TALKS ABOUT HOW WE ARE ALL SPECIAL AND THAT THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER YOU, SO CUTE ANYWAY I ALWAYS HAVE OUR LITTLE TALK, JOSH AND ZAK HAVE THERE TALK BEFORE ZAK AND I GO UP TO READ, SOMETIMES I GET SO CHOCKED UP WHEN I TELL HIM STUFF ABOUT HOW WE WAITED 10 YEARS FOR HIM AND THEN I TELL HIM ABOUT THE FIRST TIME MEETING MELISSA AND HER MOM AND AUNT, AND ABOUT THE DAY HE WAS PLACED IN MY ARMS TO SEE HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME, I USUALLY START CRYING MANY OF YOU KNOW I'M A BABY I GET IT FROM BOTH SIDE'S OF MY FAMILY, ANYWAYS AS I WAS TELLING ZAK SOME OF THESE THINGS THE TEARS KEEP ROLLING DOWN MY CHECK ON TO HIS HE LOOKED ME IN THE EYE'S AND SAID MOMMY I'M SORRY, I SAID NO ZAK YOU DID NOT DO ANYTHING THESE ARE HAPPY TEARS, I KNOW ONE DAY HE WILL UNDERSTAND, JOSH AND I LOVE WHEN WE HEAR HIM SAY THAT. WHEN JOSH GOT HURT OVER CHRISTMAS HE WOULD BUMP HIS LEG HE WOULD ALWAYS SAY SORRY DADDY, ALSO ZAK THREW UP FOR THE FIRST TIME A COUPLE DAYS AGO, I FELT SO BAD I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT WE HAD A PRIMARY PRESIDENCY MEETING TO GO TO SO I WAS WAKING ZAK UP EARLY, HE MY GOOD SLEEPER HE SLEEP'S TELL 9:30-10:00AM LOVE IT, ANYWAYS I WENT IN TO WAKE HIM UP AND HE SLEEPS WITH HIS TEDDY BEAR, I PICKED IT UP AND HE WAS ALL WET, I WAS LIKE THAT FUNNY THEN I LOOKED DOWN AND THERE WAS THROW UP ALL OVER HIS PILLOW, I SAID ZAK COME HERE I PICKED HIM UP, I SAID THE NEXT TIME YOU DON'T FELL GOOD CALL MOMMY AND I WILL COME RIGHT IN, BLESS HIS HEART, OF COURSE I WAS NOT SURE WHAT TO DO I FELT LIKE A NEW MOM ALL OVER AGAIN,MY SWEET SISTER AND MOM TOLD ME THINGS TO DO, THIS BOY WHEN EVER HE IS SICK I NEVER KNOW IT HE ACT JUST FINE, IN A WAY IT'S GOOD AND IN ANOTHER NOT GOOD, HE IS FEELING BETTER THANK GOODNESS.

KID'S SAY THE DARNEST THINGS!!!!

SO THE OTHER DAY ME AND MY MOM AND ZAK ARE GOING TO A COUPLE OF STORE'S I NEEDED TO RUN INTO THE DOLLAR STORE SO I JUST PULLED UP TO THE CURB AND PUT THE HAZARD LIGHTS ON I TOLD MY MOM I WOULD BE RIGHT BACK SHE SAID AND WHAT IF A COP COME'S I SAID TELL HIM I WILL BE RIGHT OUT, SO I GO INTO THE STORE AND WHEN I COME OUT AND GET INTO THE CAR MY MOM SAY'S EMILEE WAIT TELL I TELL YOU WHAT ZAK SAID I SAID OK.
ZAK- COPS COMING
GRANDMA- NO THE COPS NOT COMING
ZAK- I WILL RUN FROM THE COPS
GRANDMA- NO WE DON'T RUN FROM COPS, COPS ARE NICE
ZAK- MOMMY RUN FROM COPS

MY MOM SAID WHERE DID HE LEARN THAT SHE WAS DYING I SAID I DON'T KNOW, AS I WAS LAUGHING WE CALLED JOSH AND SAID WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING ZAK, I'M NOT SURE WHERE HE LEARNED IT FROM ALL I KNOW IS THEY PICK UP ON THINGS SO FAST, ZAK IS REALLY SMART, IN FACT SOMETIMES TO SMART, IT SCARES ME SOME TIMES, I LOVE THE LITTLE THINGS HE SAYS.

MY little MAN

I JUST LOVE THIS AGE I KNOW I SAY THAT ABOUT EVERY STAGE ZAK GOES THREW, I LOVE HIS CUTE LITTLE VOICE, AND THE THINGS HE SAYS, SOME TIME'S JOSH AND I ARE SHOCKED, IF FACT THE OTHER DAY ZAK AND I MET JOSH FOR LUNCH, AFTER WE WENT TO DO SOME SHOPPING IT HAD BEEN RAINING A LITTLE AND I AS TURNING LEFT I SAW A CAR HEADING RIGHT FOR US HE WAS GOING SO FAST HE WAS RUNNING THE LIGHT FINALLY WHEN HE ALMOST HIT US HE NOTICED WHAT HE WAS DOING HIS CAR KEEP SLIDING ALMOST HITTING US, I WAS REALLY SHOCK UP AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN I HEAR ZAK SAY MOMMY ANGEL'S WATCHING OVER YOU, JUST LIKE THAT I WAS LIKE WHAT DID YOU SAY, AND HE SAID IT A AGAIN AND THAT WAS IT, I KNOW ZAK IS NOT FAR FROM HIS HEAVENLY FATHER AND JESUS IF FACT I THINK THERE IS ANGELS AROUND US ALL THE TIME WHEN WE WHERE VISITING MY SISTER IN IDAHO THIS FALL WE WHERE IN SACRAMENT AND HE SAID LOOK ANGEL'S I'M SO LUCKY TO ABLE TO STAY HOME AND BE WITH HIM EVERY DAY, I LOVED MY JOB BEFORE I GOT ZAK, BUT NOW I KNOW I HAVE THE BEST JOB EVER. I LOVE WHEN HE SAY'S SORRY MOMMY, IT MELTS MY HEART, SINCE JOSH'S ACCIDENT ZAK HATE'S LOOKING AT HIS LEG IN FACT HE SAYS NO DADDY AND PULLS DOWN HIS PANT BECAUSE HE DOES NOT WANT TO LOOK AT IT. HE IS ALWAYS SAYING GO SEE TEMPLE, I LOVE THAT HE ALREADY HAS A LOVE FOR THE TEMPLE, HE LOVE' GOING TO NURSERY, JOSH JUST GOT PUT IN AS THE NURSERY LEADER, WHICH HE LOVE'S HE IS ALWAYS JOKING SAYING THEY CAN JUST LEAVE ME IN HERE FOR LIFE, I'M SO GLAD HE WILL BE IN THERE TO WATCH ZAK, I LOVE YOU LITTLE MAN...