THIS IS NO APRILS FOOLS JOKE

WEDNESDAY NIGHT ME AD MY SISTER MEL AND HER CUTE DAUGHTER KIMBERLY TOOK OUR TWO CUTE NIECES TO SEE THE "LAST SONG" IT WAS REALLY GOOD WARNING YOU DO CRY IN IT. WHEN I GOT HOME AND WAS GOING TO SLEEP I KEEP THINKING ABOUT CHILDREN AID WE TURNED IN OUR PAPERS A COUPLE WEEKS AGO AND I THOUGHT I WONDER IF THEY LOOK OK, I THOUGHT I WISH THEY WOULD CALL, SO I WOKE UP AND MADE ZAK AND I SOME YUMMY PANCAKES AFTER I GOT DONE I WENT DOWN STAIRS TO PLAY WITH ZAK AND I THOUGHT I WISH CHILDREN'S AID WOULD CALL ABOUT A BABY. IT WAS NOT EVEN TEN MINUTE'S LATTER THE PHONE RANG IT WAS CHILDREN'S AID TELLING ME ABOUT A BABY THAT IS DUE IN MID JULY A LITTLE GIRL SHE GAVE ME SOME DETAILS, SOME WHICH WAS HARD TO HEAR, OF COURSE AS SHE WAS TELLING ME ALL THESE THINGS I WAS CRYING, I TOLD HER I WOULD TALK TO JOSH, SOME OF THE DETAILS SHE GAVE ME, JOSH AND I HAVE NEVER HAD TO DEAL WITH. ADOPTION IS NOT EASY WHEN I AM HAVING MY HARD DAYS I THINK ABOUT THE BIRTH MOMS AND I THINK ABOUT ALL THEY HAVE TO GO THROUGH, THEN I THINK IT'S NOTHING, THOSE THAT HAVE ADOPTED KNOW WHAT IT IT LIKE YOU TRY AND NOT GET YOUR HOPE'S UP UNTIL THAT BABY IS PLACED IN YOUR ARMS, I ALWAYS GET SO EXCITED. I KNOW THAT OUR HEAVENLY FATHER WILL HELP US MAKE THIS DECISION. I HAVE FAITH, I HAVE SEEN FAITH WORK, YESTERDAY I KEEP THINK ABOUT MELISSA AND HOW PERFECT SHE IS AND HOW GOOD SHE TOOK CARE OF ZAK WHILE CARING HIM, I GET MAD WHEN I HEAR ABOUT GIRLS THAT DO DIFFERENT THINGS TO THEM AND THERE BABY, I THINK WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOUR BABY, SO WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS.