{HEART OF GOLD}

I NEED TO WRITE THESE THINGS DOWN OF ZAK BEFORE I FORGET. THIS SWEET LITTLE GUY MELTS BOTH JOSH AND MY HEART, THE OTHER NIGHT ME AND MY FRIEND WHERE SITTING ON MY PORCH TALKING AND ZAK GOES UP TO HER AND KISSES HER ON THE LIPS, HE DID IT TWICE, CRAZY KID. THEN TODAY WE HAD OUR SOCIAL WORKER COME OVER, EVERY YEAR THEY HAVE TO DO A UPDATE, CALLED A HOME STUDY I MADE UP A LITTLE TREAT FOR HER AND HAS SHE WAS WALKING OUT THE DOOR HE SAID PAM ENJOY YOUR TREAT, AND REACH OUT HIS ARMS TO GIVE HER A HUG, THEN YESTERDAY WE WENT TO CLASSIC TO DO THE WATER SLIDES HE GOT A LITTLE SUN ON HIS SHOULDERS SO I WAS RUBBING IT WITH SOME ALOE AND HE SAYS THAT WAS NICE MOM, THEN WE TOOK HIM TO THE DAYS OF 47 RODEO AS WE WHERE DRIVING HOME HE SAY'S THANK YOU DADDY FOR TAKING US TO THE RODEO. THEN MY MOM AND SISTER SPENT A DAY TOGETHER AS WE WHERE WALKING INTO ONE OF THE STORES HE GRABS MY SISTER HAND AND GIVES IT A KISS. ALSO ONE NIGHT AFTER SUPPER(DINNER) WE CALL IT SUPPER ZAK SAID MOMMY THAT WAS SO DELICIOUS. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH ZAK YOU HAVE A HEART OF GOLD, I LOVE HOW YOU ARE ALWAYS SO HAPPY I TELL HIM ALL THE TIME I WISH I COULD BE MORE LIKE YOU, HE SAYS I WISH I COULD BE MORE LIKE YOU. I STILL CALL HIM MY HAPPY ZAK, I LOVE HOW THE LADIES AT WALMART, AND JOANN'S KNOW HIM MY NAME AND HOW THEY LOVE TO SEE AND TALK TO HIM, ONE LADY AT JOANN'S ALWAYS BUYS HIM THINGS (I WISH SHE WOULD BUY BE SOMETHING) ITS FUNNY CUZ SHE SAYS SHE HATES KIDS, BUT SHE TELLS ME THERE IS SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT ZAK I BELIEVE IT. I FEEL SO BLESSED TO BE YOUR MOM.