WEEK OF OCTOBER 29- NOV 1 THE THEME FOR THAT WEEK WAS DARK, DOGS, AND DUCKS, AND THE LETTER D AND THE NUMBER 4 ON HALLOWEEN ZAK GOT TO WEAR HIS COSTUME, AND FOR SHOW AND TELL HE TOOK HIS DOG, HE ALSO TOOK EACH OF HIS CLASS A HALLOWEEN TREAT, I FOUND THESE LITTLE BOWLS LAST YEAR, I FILLED IT WITH A LITTLE ORANGE BOTTLE OF CRUSH POP WITH A LITTLE BOX OF CRACKER JACKS, AND SOME CANDY, HALLOWEEN TATTOOS. I LOVE MAKING UP ALL THE DIFFERENT TREATS THE OTHER PICTURE OF THE TWO HALLOWEEN BAGS ZAK GAVE WHERE FOR HIS TEACHER, AND THE DIRECTOR OF THE PRESCHOOL, WE ALSO MADE ONE UP FOR HIS PRIMARY TEACHERS, WE ALSO GAVE OUR PARENTS THE BAGS FILLED WITH APPLE CIDER, AND PUMPKIN SPICE DONUTS, IN HIS TEACHERS BAGS THERE WAS THE ORANGE CRUSH WITH WHITE CHOCOLATE COVERED POPCORN, AND A HALLOWEEN TREAT, I ALSO MADE THEM FOR MY VISITING TEACHERS. I FOUND THESE CUTE HALLOWEEN CARDS I LOVED THEM THEY SAID, PUT ON YOUR HAPPY FACE AND JUST SMILE, SMILE, SMILE. I LOVED HOW ZAK GOT TO SIGN HIS NAME ON THE CARDS. I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I DROOPED ZAK OFF AT SCHOOL ON HALLOWEEN, HIS TEACHERS SAID WOULD YOU LIKE TO HELP ME WITH THE HALLOWEEN PARTY, I OF COURSE SAID YES, I WAS SO HAPPY, IT WAS SO FUN HELPING IN HIS CLASS AND WATCHING THE OTHER SWEET KIDS IN HIS CLASS, I AM SO GLAD I GET TO STAY HOME WITH ZAK, SO I GET THESE MOMENTS. I LOVE BEING A STAY AT HOME MOM, I ENJOY EACH MOMENT. SOME DAYS ARE HARD, AND NOT EASY TO BE A MOM I ALWAYS HOPE I AM SAYING AND DOING THE THING THAT MY HEAVENLY FATHER WILL BE PLEASED WITH ME, THERE IS STILL ALOT OF FIRSTS, AND AM ALWAYS CALLING MY MOM AND TWO SISTERS ASKING THEM FOR ADVICE I'AM SO GLAD FOR THERE HELP AND ADVICE, ALL I WANT TO BE IS THE BEST MOM AND BEST WIFE CUZ I KNOW THESE DAYS AND MOMENTS WONT LAST LONG, SOON ZAK WILL BE GROWN UP, AND I WANT TO LOOK BACK AND REMEMBER THAT I TIRED TO BE THE BEST MOM, AND FRIEND TO HIM. I KNOW THERE WILL BE BUMPS IN THE ROAD, BUT I KNOW WITH MY HEAVENLY FATHERS HELP I CAN DO ALL THAT HE HAS PLANNED FOR ME.THE OTHER DAY ZAK AND I WENT TO WATCH MY SISTER KIDS IN THERE HALLOWEEN PARADE I GOT SAD BECAUSE I THOUGHT THIS WILL BE MY LAST YEAR TO HAVE ZAK SITTING ON MY LAP, NEXT YEAR I WILL BE WATCHING HIM IN THE PARADE. I HELD HIM TIGHTER, AND I SOAKED IN EVERY MINUTE WITH HIM, AS I TYPE THIS I AM EVEN CRYING, DON'T GET ME WRONG I WANT HIM TO GROW UP, BUT I KNOW HE WILL NEVER BE THIS AGE AGAIN. I TOLD MY MOM THE OTHER DAY, I NEVER KNEW BEING A PARENT WAS SO HARD, SHE LAUGH AND SAID TRY WORRYING ABOUT 4 OF THEM. WE AS PARENTS WORRY SO MUCH AND ONLY WANT TO SEE OUR KIDS HAPPY,AND ONLY WANT THE BEST. I THINK ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD AND I SOME DAYS WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK FOR MAYBE A DAY OR SO. I HAD THE BEST CHILDHOOD. MY TWO SISTERS, AND BROTHER WE TALK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME. AND I HOPE THAT JOSH AND I CAN GIVE THAT TO ZAK.
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