SOON TO BE A FAMILY OF FOUR!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVE 3 MORE WEEKS TELL MAKENZEE WILL BE HER(I AM HOPING SOONER) HA HA, AND I KNOW KENZIE IS HOPING SOONER AS WELL, IT IS SO CRAZY TO THINK THAT IT IS ALMOST HERE, BACK ON AUG 5 WHEN I READ HER SWEET EMAIL I ABOUT DIED WHEN I READ SHE WAS ALMOST 13 WEEKS, I THOUGHT LORD YOU WOULDN'T DO THIS TOO ME BUT I LOOK BACK AND I AM SO THANKFUL I HAVE HAD ALL THESE MONTHS TO GET READY FOR MAKENZEE, AND TO GET TO KNOW OUR SWEET BIRTH MOM KENZIE, WE USUALLY TALK OR TEXT EACH OTHER EVERY DAY I HAVE LOVED GETTING TO KNOW HER AND THE WONDERFUL AMAZING PERSON SHE IS, SHE IS SUPER STRONG. I HAVE HAD A LOT OF PEOPLE ASK ARE YOU SCARED,CUZ OF WHAT HAPPENED TO KAYLEE. NO I AM NOT SCARED I HAVE SEEN THE LORD HAND IN EVERYTHING I KNOW HE KNOW WHAT OUR LITTLE FAMILY NEEDED. I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MANY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN SAID IN BEHALF OF OUR FAMILY, AND KENZIE FAMILY,WE KNOW MAKENZEE IS SUPPOSE TO BE IN OUR HOME, AND WE FEEL SO HONORED TO BE HER PARENTS. WE ARE READY FOR THIS SWEET LITTLE GIRL TO COME, I CAN'T WAIT TO HOLD AND KISS HER, KENZIE WANTS ME TO BE IN THE ROOM WHEN SHE DELIVERS I AM VERY THANKFUL, AND FEEL IT A HONOR TO BE IN THAT ROOM WITH HER AND HER MOM, I HOPE I DON'T FREAK HER OUT SOME OF YOU MY NOT KNOW BUT I HATE HOSPITAL I DO NOT DO WELL, SO I WILL BE SAYING ALOT OF PRAYERS THAT DAY TO MY HEAVENLY FATHER, I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A DELIVER ROOM SO I AM SUPER EXCITED TO GET TO BE THERE FOR MAKENZEE BIRTH. I HOPE MY EMOTIONS DON'T GET THE BEST OF ME, I AM A BABY IT DOESN'T TAKE ALOT FOR ME TO CRY. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH ZAK AS I CAN. I HOPE HE ADJUSTS WELL I HAVE BEEN
 WORRIED TO THINK THAT HE WONT GET ALL OF MY ATTENTION NOW, I THINK AT FIRST IT WILL BE HARD FOR HIM, BUT I KNOW HE HAS PRAYED HARD TO HAVE A SIBLING, I KEEP THINKING BACK TO THE DAY WE GOT THE CALL ABOUT ZAK, EVERY ADOPTION IS DIFFERENT, THERE ARE NO TWO A LIKE, WE LOVE OUR BIRTH MOM'S AND THERE FAMILIES. AND WE ARE SO THANKFUL FOR THERE LOVE AND SACRIFICE TO PUT THERE CHILD'S NEED'S BEFORE THERE OWN. I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED. HER DUE DATE IS FEB 19TH BUT WE HOPE SOONER!!