EVERY DAY MOMENTS

THE OTHER NIGHT JOSH AND I WERE FINISHING UP DINNER, ZAK WAS IN HIS HIGH CHAIR, I SAID ZAK DO YOU KNOW YOUR MOMMY AND DADDY LOVE YOU, HE THEN GOES "O", THAT IS WHAT HE DOES WHEN HE GIVES YOU KISSES. IT MELT BOTH JOSH AND MY HEART!!. TONIGHT HE WAS LOOKING AT HIS PJ'S, HE WAS LOOKING ON THE BOTTOM OF HIS FEET, HE WAS WEARING A CUTE SLEEPER MY MOM MADE THAT HAS PUPPY'S ON THEM, THE FEET HAVE THE GRIPPER ON THEM, HE WAS LOOKING AT HIS FEET, THEN HE WENT OVER TO JOSH'S HE PICKED UP HIS FOOT AND WAS LOOKING TO SEE IF HIS FEET HAD THIS GRIPPER ON THEM, I WAS LAUGHING THESE OUR THE MOMENTS WHEN I HAVE SO MUCH GRATITUDE IN MY HEART FOR MELISSA ZAK'S BIRTH MOM FOR HER GIVING ME THIS WONDERFUL TIME TO BE A MOTHER, THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT BOTH JOSH AND I DON'T THANK OUR HEAVENLY FATHER FOR HER AND HER FAMILY. WE ARE SO BLESSED TO HAVE SUCH A SWEET BOY, THE JOY HE BRINGS TO US AND OTHERS IS AMAZING, THERE IS A SAYING I LOVE " NOT FLESH OF MY FLESH NOR BONE OF MY BONE, BUT STILL MIRACULOUSLY MY OWN NEVER FORGET FOR A SINGLE MINUTE, YOU DIDN'T GROW UNDER MY HEART BUT IN IT." I DONT KNOW WHO WROTE THAT BUT I LOVE IT, I'AM SO THANKFUL FOR MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR THE TRIALS I WENT THROUGH TO GET ZAK IT WAS WORTH TEN YEARS OF , ANGRY, FRUSTRATION, HOPE, FAITH, LOVE, PRAYER, CRYING, LAUGHING,SMILING,WONDERING, DECIDING, THESE ARE THE DAYS WHEN YOU CAN LOOK BACK AND SAY I KNOW MY HEAVENLY FATHER HAD A PLAN, WHEN I WAS DOING THE NURSERY I HAVE A SAYING ON THE WALL THAT SAYS WORTH THE WAIT, THAT SAYS IT ALL, I KNOW SOMETIMES OUR TRIALS MY BE MORE THEN WE CAN BEAR, BUT I KNOW OUR HEAVENLY FATHER LOVES US AND HE KNOWS US BETTER THEN OUR SELFS, I KNOW SOME DAYS HE CARRIED ME, STAY TUNED I HAVE SOME EXCITING NEW TO SHARE WITH EVERY ONE!!!!!