THE EXCITING NEWS!!!!!

SO MY EXCITING NEWS THAT I WANTED TO SHARE IS JOSH AND I, OUR IN THE PROCESS OF PUTTING OUR PAPERS IN FOR ANOTHER SWEET SPIRIT, AFTER MANY PRAYERS WE ARE GOING THREW LDS SOCIAL SERVICES, WE HAD SUCH A GREAT EXPERIENCE WITH CHILDREN'S AID THAT IS WHO WE WENT THREW WHEN WE GOT ZAK, PUT THE FEE IS DOUBLED, WE KNOW YOU CANT PUT A PRICE ON A CHILD, BUT AFTER MANY PRAYERS WE FEEL GOOD ABOUT LDS, WE WENT TO THE ORIENTATION LITTLE DID WE KNOW THAT WE DID NOT HAVE TO GO AFTER YOU HAVE BEEN ONCE YOU DON'T NEED TO GO, BUT WHEN WE WALKED IN THEY SAID WELCOME, WE HAVE SEEN YOU BEFORE, JOSH AND I GOT TO TELL THE OTHER COUPLES HOW WE GOT ZAK, I KNOW THAT THERE WAS A REASON WE CAME. I FEEL LIKE WE GAVE THOSE OTHER COUPLES HOPE. AFTER THE DIRECTOR WANTED TO TALK WITH US, SHE TOLD US THAT WHEN WE WALKED IN WE GLOWED, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, I THINK THIS TIME THE PAPER WORK WILL GO A LITTLE FASTER WE MEET WITH OUR SOCIAL WORKER ON MONDAY, I 'AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS GREAT EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE, I CANT WAIT TO MEET THE SWEET YOUNG WOMEN THAT WILL ENTER OUR HEARTS FOREVER, I CANT TELL YOU HOW THAT FEELS TO MEET YOUR ANGEL, THE ONE THAT SACRIFICES SO MUCH FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY SO THAT YOU CAN BE A ETERNAL FAMILY, I WILL NEVER FORGET THE FIRST TIME I MEET MELISSA ZAK'S ANGEL(BIRTH MOM), AS JOSH AND I LEFT OUR HOME TO MEET MELISSA, I REMEMBER HOW FULL MY HEART WAS ALREADY, WE DID NOT KNOW FOR SURE IF SHE WAS GOING TO CHOSE US BUT, AS WE DROVE WE WERE LISTING TO MICHEL MACLAIN CD THE SONG FROM GODS ARMS TO YOUR ARMS TO MINE, MY SIS GAVE THIS TO US, IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS, WE PULLED INTO A CHURCH TO HAVE A PRAYER JOSH SAID IT, AS WE WALKED INTO HER AUNTS HOUSE THERE SITTING WAS OUR ANGEL SO BEAUTIFUL, SHE STOOD UP AND WE HUGGED EACH OTHER, WHAT A GREAT MOMENT, I LOVED HER BEFORE I MET HER, BUT THEN WHEN I MET HER I LOVED HER EVEN MORE. AS SHE TALKED THERE WAS A LOT THAT WE HAD IN COMMON, SHE LOVES ANIMALS JOSH AND I LOVE ANIMALS, SHE LOVES GOING SHOPPING THE DAY AFTER THANKSGIVING, (SAME) THERE ARE A LOT OF OTHER THINGS AS WELL, I KNOW THAT HEAVENLY FATHER HAD A PLAN IN ALL THIS, I KNOW ZAK HAD TO FIND ANOTHER WAY HERE. TO ME THESE WOMEN ARE SO CHRISTLIKE, I CAN NOT IMAGINE WHAT THEY HAD TO AND STILL GO THREW SO WE CAN BE A ETERNAL FAMILY, I PRAY THAT WE WILL BE ABLE TO FIND THIS SWEET YOUNG LADY, I DO HAVE FAITH THAT ALL WILL GO WELL.... LOVE EMILEE