OUR FIRST TIME MEETING OUR MIRACLE

SO WE DID NOT SLEEP ALL NIGHT, IT WAS SO HARD, RIGHT AT 8:00AM WE CALLED UP TO THE HOSPITAL TO SEE IF WE COULD COME UP, MELISSA MOM ANSWERED AND SAID YES COME UP AROUND 11:00AM, SO WE WENT AND GOT JOSH'S HAIR CUT, THEN CAME HOME AND GOT READY, THE WHOLE WAY UP TO ST MARK'S HOSPITAL SEEMED LIKE FOREVER, WE GOT THERE AND AS SOON AS WE WALKED IN MELISSA WAS HOLDING ZAK SHE HANDED HIM TO ME, AND I WAS DYING HE WAS PERFECT IN EVERY WAY, ALL THE CUTE LITTLE NOISE'S HE WAS MAKING IT WAS SO CUTE, WE LOVED SEEING MELISSA AGAIN SHE LOOKED GREAT, IT WAS SO FUN TALKING TO HER AND TRYING TO GET TO KNOW HER BETTER, SHE SAID THEY WHERE GOING TO SEND HER HOME TOMORROW, SHE THEN TOLD US SHE WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SEE US, SHE SAID SHE ONLY WANTED US TO REMEMBER THE GOOD, AND NOT SEE THE PAIN SHE WAS IN, IN AWAY I WANTED TO SEE HER, WE WHERE GOING TO GIVE HER SOME THINGS, BUT THEN I KNEW THIS WOULD BE BETTER, BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I COULD OF WATCH HER, AND SEE THE PAIN SHE WAS IN, SHE ASKED US IF SHE COULD DRESS HIM WE TOLD HER THAT WAS GREAT, IT WAS REALLY HARD BECAUSE WE ONLY GOT TO HOLD ZAK FOR JUST A LITTLE BIT BECAUSE THEY BROUGHT HER LUNCH AND WE THOUGHT WE WOULD LEAVE SO SHE COULD EAT HER LUNCH, WE LEFT AND OF COURSE JOSH AND I WAS DYING IT WAS SO HARD FOR US TO LEAVE OUR LITTLE GUY BEHIND, WE WENT STRAIGHT TO MY MOMS TO SHOW HER THE PICTURE'S OF ZAK, IT WAS SUCH A LONG DAY, BUT WE KNEW THAT THE NEXT DAY WE WOULD BE A FAMILY. TO BE CONTINUED..... JOSH HOLDING ZAK FOR THE FIRST TIME!

ME HOLDING ZAK FOR THE FIRST TIME!