PRESCHOOL/ MEDICAL SCHOOL (PART 1)

I NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD COME WHEN ZAK WENT TO PRESCHOOL, MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT WE WAITED FOR ZAK FOR 10 YEARS, HE IS MY BUDDY, BACK IN MAY I CALLED THE SCHOOL TO GET SOME INFO ON PRESCHOOL, JOSH AND I WHERE NOT SURE WHAT WE WANTED TO DO, THEY TOLD ME I WOULD KNOW MY JULY 10TH IF HE GOT IN THERE IS A WAITING LIST I GUESS I JUST THOUGHT THEY WOULD SAY IT WAS FULL , BUT NO I GOT A LETTER SAYING HE WAS IN, I THOUGHT WELL I GUESS I HAVE A LITTLE WHILE TO THINK ABOUT IT, AND I LEFT IT AT THAT I WOULD GO BACK AND FOURTH ON WHAT I SHOULD DO JOSH DIDN'T REALLY CARE WHAT I CHOSE, THEN IT CAME TIME FOR HIM TO MEET HIS TEACHER. THEN I THOUGHT I NEED TO DECIDE I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HOW HE LOVES PLAYING WITH OTHER KID, AND I WOULD TALK TO HIM ABOUT PRESCHOOL HE WOULD GET ALL EXCITED. HE WOULD SAY MOM I'M NOT GOING TO PRESCHOOL I'M GOING TO MEDICAL SCHOOL LOVE, LOVE MY SILLY LITTLE BOY. THE DAY I PULLED UP TO PAY FOR HIS SCHOOL I SAID ZAK ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO GO HE SAID YES MOMMY DON'T WORRY I WILL COME BACK HOME, I SAID I KNOW YOU WILL ITS JUST HARD FOR MOMMY BECAUSE WE WAITED SO LONG FOR YOU HE SAID MOMMY THEY SAY LET HIM GO, I DID NOT KNOW IF I WANTED TO LAUGH OR CRY, I THINK HE SAID THAT BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT MOST EVERYONE WOULD SAY, BUT OF COURSE I WAS CRYING DON'T GET ME WRONG I WANT HIM TO GO AND LEARN ALL THAT HE CAN AND HAVE OTHER KIDS TO PLAY WITH BUT IT STILL HARD. WE WENT AND MEET HIS TEACHER A WEEK BEFORE SCHOOL STARTED, HE WAS SO EXCITED, I MADE UP A TREAT BUCKET WITH SOME GOODIES IN IT, ZAK EVEN HELPED ME PICK OUT THE PAPER TO MAKE IT. THEN THE NIGHT BEFORE SCHOOL MONDAY NIGHT FOR FAMILY NIGHT I HAD HIM DO A LITTLE SCAVENGER HUNT WE STARTED OFF BY GIVING HIM HIS BACK PACK THAT HE PICKED OUT THEN HE WOULD GO AROUND FINDING THINGS LIKE GLUE, MARKERS ETC AND FILLED HIS BACK PACK, I WISH I WOULD OF VIDEO IT HE WAS HAVING SO MUCH FUN I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW EXCITED HE WAS. THEN JOSH GAVE HIM A FATHERS BLESSING, HE DID SUCH A GREAT JOB, I REMEMBER EVERY YEAR MY FATHER WOULD GIVE US A FATHER'S BLESSING EACH YEAR BEFORE SCHOOL WOULD START. I WILL DO ANOTHER POST ABOUT THE FIRST DAY, I AM SO BEHIND ON MY BLOG I HOPE TO GET JULY AND AUG UP DATED ON HERE AS WELL, ALL I KNOW IT HAS BEEN HARD HAVING MY LITTLE BUDDY A WAY EVEN IF IT IS ONLY TWO DAYS A WEEK FROM 11:30 TO 1:45 I STILL MISS HIM, BUT I KNOW IT IS FOR THE BEST EVEN IF HE IS MY LITTLE SHADOW AND SHOPPING BUDDY. I LOVE MY LITTLE MAN!!