SCHOOL STARTED ON AUG 30TH, THE NIGHT BEFORE MY MOM CALLED ME ASKING ME IF I WOULD LOVE TO GO UP TO THE HOSPITAL TO HAVE LUNCH WITH MY DAD HE WORKS AT THE U OF U HOSPITAL THEY WHERE GOING TO HAVE A BBQ I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE GREAT SINCE I WAS REALLY WORRIED ABOUT HOW I WAS GOING TO DO AFTER I DROPPED ZAK OFF. I ALSO THOUGHT IT WOULD HELP HAVING MY MOM THERE WITH ME WHEN I DROPPED ZAK OFF, THAT MORNING I TOOK PICTURES OF ZAK HE WAS NOT WANTING HIS PICTURE TAKEN SILLY BOY, I THEN COLORED A HEART ON HIS HAND, I TOLD HIM IF HE GETS SAD OR SCARED TO LOOK DOWN AT HIS HAND AND SEE THE HEART, AND THEN REMEMBER THAT YOUR DADDY AND MOMMY LOVE YOU AND WILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU! MY MOM CAME WE GOT THERE REALLY EARLY SO WE DROVE AROUND ZAK WAS REALLY WORRIED SAYING I CAN'T BE LATE. MY MOM AND I LAUGHED. THEN IT WAS TIME HIS TEACHER CAME OUT AND SAID HI ZAK SHE REMEMBERED HIS NAME AND GRABBED HIS HAND I OF COURSE WAS CRYING I GOT IN THE CAR AND SAID MOM MAYBE I SHOULD GO IN TO MAKE SURE HE IS ALL RIGHT SHE SAID NO HES FINE. I WAS SO GLAD TO HAVE MY MOM THERE. WE THEN WENT UP AND HAD LUNCH WITH MY DAD, MY BROTHER AND MY SISTER AND HER LITTLE GUY. I WAS SO GLAD I WENT SO I COULD TRY AND KEEP MY MIND OFF ZAK. HE DID GREAT HE LOVES SCHOOL AND THE TEACHER AND HER HELPERS LOVE HIM AS WELL. I STILL MISS MY LITTLE GUY WHILE HE IS AWAY I GO TO SOME STORES, AND I THINK ZAK WOULD LOVE TO BE HERE BUT I KNOW HE IS GROWING AND LEARNING, AND BUILDING FRIENDSHIP WITH OTHER KID AND THAT IN ITSELF MAKES ME HAPPY.
DEAR ZAK, I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW, AND IF EVERYONE IS TREATING YOU KIND. I HOPE THERE IS A SPECIAL PERSON, A NICE FRIEND THAT YOU CAN FIND.I WONDER IF THE TEACHER KNOWS JUST HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE TO US.AND IF THE BRIGHTNESS OF YOUR HEART IS SOMETHING SHE CAN SEE. I WONDER IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT ME, AND IF YOU NEED A HUG, I ALREADY MISS THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE AND HOW YOU GIVE MY LEG A HUG. I WONDER IF YOU COULD POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO LET YOU GROW.ON THIS DAY KNOW THAT MY HEART BREAKS, FOR THIS IS THE FIRST STEP IN LETTING MY BABY GO. I LOVE YOU MY CUTE BOY. LOVE YOUR MOMMY
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What a cutie! He is getting so grown up. Cherish every moment.
You crazy girl. He is such a cutie. I cried when I sent Cordon to preschool too. But kindergarten wasn't quite as hard, still a little heart breaking but I didn't cry nearly as much this time around. So I guess we will see when comes time for the twins to go to preschool next year...ha ha ha. Hope all is well with you. Call me if you need anything!!!
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